I am trying to control myself. Convincing that I shouldn’t give up even if I’m so close to it. I’m down to my last step which is hoping. Hoping that everything will be fine. But what I realized is that, every time you hope for something to get better, things become more pandemonium.
| Sometimes I feel like if you just watch things, just sit still and let the world exist in front of you -- sometimes I swear that just for a second time freezes and the world pauses in its tilt. Just for a second. And if you somehow found a way to live in that second, then you would live forever. |
| For once, appreciate everything that you have even the simplest thing. We never knew how long these things will last until its completely gone. Don't wait for the time that you'll going to regret what you never did before when things are still there because things won't come back just because you want it to happen again. Give hugs, smile to them. Just don't take everything for granted. |
| "Do something o di ko ibibigay pera mo" | |
| - mom said this as I was about to lie in bed. Woah there! How could you...?! Why are you..?! Those kind of expressions popped into my head but didn't came out of my mouth. Maybe, I was just that guilty for doing absolutely nothing this day, that's why I refused to say something. So instead, I went to the kitchen and do the dishes. And now I realized that I am really not that lazy, I just need some motivations. Something like "money" I guess. : | P |
| The feeling of being in love to a person is somehow just similar to the feeling of being with your true friends : | )) |
I always wanted to see your face. How perfect it was when you’re smiling. How it can lighten my day and my feelings as well. Every time you look at me, I’m floating into the mid air. Maybe it wasn’t really your face nor your beautiful smile. Maybe it was just really you. What is beneath that skin of yours. The root of everything from you. I want to dive into your thoughts and feelings to see beauty beyond what I can see in your face. I want to be drowned by your inside perfection. I want to live there more that I want to see your face or maybe I can do both at the same time.
By just looking at the cover, you can say that there’s nothing spectacular about the book but when you read what’s inside of it, you’ll going to eat what you’ve said first.